On a happier note,

This is why Loh's email is what it is.

"legazevu says:
cherrmichealrao = the name of my bass guitar.

legazevu says:
ok initially it was named micheal, spelt wrongly when i was younger, when i went to buy my bass guitar

legazevu says:
it was micheal because... i was a guy and i assumed the guitar i bought would also be a guy. hence the first male name that came to my mind

legazevu says:
next, after using my bass for a while, i realized my constant action of plugging in the cable jack kinda made it a girl, hence, the first female name that was the top of my mind, Cherry

legazevu says:
lastly, rao. since none of my first 2 assumptions on my guitar's sex really made any sense, i figured it was neither guy nor girl. hence using my gay teacher's name, from cat high, rao. "

I am laughing. (:

(terribly) pensive.

For those who know why;
Brens, Rachel,

I want to go back to Thailand.

All the way back to Chiangmai
Just for one more night under the stars.

" Let Go, Let God"

Sometimes we ask God to help us with something, but we are unwilling to let go and let him take care of it, even though it was us who requested for his help in the first place. Many times we stand at his side as he tries to fix our problem and when we get irritated and impatient at the pace at which he works (sometimes it takes awhile), we try to interfere because we think, with our disgusting human pride, that we can handle the problem ourselves. Maybe we should leave it in his hands because, regardless of how long he'll take, at least we have the assurance that the problem will be well-taken care of in the end. In the grand scheme of things, only he knows what's best for us, his precious children.

With this, I commit myself to you, Lord. Together I lift up my family, my friends. Their troubles, fears, insecurities. Only you can grant us this peace we seek for.

" He will protect you as you come and go, now and forever," [psalms 121:8]

This is easily one of my favorite bible verses. It's apt in any and every context.

It is not my duty to love God.
It is not my duty to go to heaven.

Instead,
It is a joy to love God, and
Heaven is his gift to me.

Just thought that what Father Goh said at mass today was quite meaningful. ^__^

Life is short.
Treasure those around you more.
Never wait until you realize you no longer have the chance.
Love truly,
Laugh uncontrollably,
And never regret anything that has made you smile.

" He will wipe away all tears from their eyes.
There will be no more death, no more grief or crying or pain.
The old things have disappeared."
(Revelations 21:4)

Rest in peace.

NSFW alert! XDD

Okay, Mervin totally shouldn't have introduced this to me at Geepee today.
Now I'm so caught up with beating his stupid score. T^T

click me XD

Hurry go try it!
Thias says I type like machine gun, but why still slower then Mervin?!
Yuck.

Kk I go try again.

refrain

I told you it was going to be a sad day.
Saw it coming since I woke up.
Not only a sad day; a -inserts word here- angry one too.
What do you do now that your heart is so full of hatred?
What would you HAVE done?

This is not a time for petty conflicts, Audrey.
I've looked past that; you can go bask in your own childishness.
Remember: " Urgent " & " Important ".

I'm gonna go bang on the piano.
Let it out.
And keep the peace.
Lord, set me free.

" Let it be " - The Beatles.
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

When all the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer
Let it be

For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
there will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be

Yeah, let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be

And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow
Let it be

I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
There will be no sorrow
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be no sorrow
Let it be

Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be