Moving back to LJ

Blogger needs to have a f-list system.

Shape up or ship out.

“You know why I've started to study, though not entirely?
Because I’m desperate now, more than ever
If I don't get promoted this year, i wont have a life
I'll be shipped off to army and be left in the lower echelons of society for life

Your determination is driven by what you want in life, your lack of action is driven by your lack of desperation.
So, what's the last straw for you?

Even now, I'm not studying much because i keep thinking promos will help me.
But at least I'm a bit desperate now
Are you?

What you want and what you will be denied must be differentiated and compartmentalized so that you will be receptive to them
I'm starting to feel the denial i will receive if i fail.
You have to recognize it, and accept it, and act. "

“What you want: money
What you will be denied: money

Same thing but, sometimes people fail to recognize the negative part of it. we keep fantasizing about the positives and the possible denials become a peripheral blur.

I think it's important to be aware and alert of the denial we shall receive upon failure, so as to even begin acting against failure.

Put the two into different drawers, see the starkness. recognize the possibilities, not the possibility.

Well I'm tired now so my explanation isn't tip top."

Looks like someone paid attention during Pre-U sem, hmm?
But the difference, Thias, is that you know.
What is it exactly that you want.

And it's not fair. You always do.

IMAGE INTENSIVE KTHXBAI.

^ CANNOT STAND IT LESTER LOOKS DAMN TALL IN THIS SHOT.

Why can't blogger have a lj-cut like function? Then I can put all the photos under the cut. Zzzz. Anyway I had fun, but I really gotta get my butt down to studying ):

I'm still praying for you ;)

Friends are wonderful creatures.

" when you're down and troubled
and you need some loving care
and nothing, nothing is going right
close your eyes and think of me
and soon i will be there
to brighten up even your darkest night

you just call out my name
and you know wherever i am
i'll come running to see you again
winter, spring, summer or fall
all you have to do is call
and i'll be there
you've got a friend

if the sky above you
grows dark and full of clouds
and that old north wind begins to blow
keep your head together
and call my name out loud
soon you'll hear me knocking at your door"

Today was a really good day. Well I kind-of expected things to be really bad with me today, with the worry and all. Initially at morning worship I just wanted to be alone.. to just have that solitude and just pray, yknow? But Sammie saw me, I think she was concerned, and she came to join me. She knows what's going on and she prayed for me and I felt really good after worship. (: Thank you my love. Samuel said something that really struck me though.. " Everyday we wake up thinking 'it's yet another day..', but if not, then where would we be?" I thought that was really deep, lol. Maybe we should all really stop taking every day for granted. You never know how much time you have left.

The rest of school was okay I suppose. I didn't really feel like talking today but with such concerned and coolios friends around, how not to? They really helped to get my mind off things and I'm very thankful for them. Brens, Alexia, Meiting, Max.. Oh! I went for econs consultation today! I think I understand the tutorial more now so I am happy. (:

After school went to subway with Meiting Chesed and Victor. It was awesome! Awesome company, awesome food at awesome prices, awesome conversations. We talked about the weirdest things, seriously. About our childhood, then it lead to science (?!), then specifically to physics (photoelectric effect, relativity and time freeze), then to Tim foo (lol!) and then to disney.. Oh we also saw this really.. interesting dude in the 163 bus queue. Let's just say the afro dude.. attracted our attention. For more reasons other than his hair ;D

Had the FIRST video call in my life in the night (omg phailz). But my laptop sucks and I STILL CANNOT FIGURE WHERE THE MIC IS LOCATED AT. But still. It was quite funny because chesed was saying ' oh poor you, you have to type everything out..' I is going to get my headset tomorrows! D< After that had a webcam session with Toon! Awesomes to the maxest, seriously.

All in all I'm just really glad to have these people around. I love all of you, and thank you for standing by me today (: And hey, I'm always here too, okay?

x, Audrey.
photo credited to fringuellina on flickr!

This is insanely creepy.
I got goosebumps after watching this!
(you need to watch the whole video to know what I mean by CREEEEEEEEEEPY!)

But boy is he talented (?)